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amongst many things, i am heike, 19 years old and live in the netherlands

"I’m proud of you and I love you; you will be okay."

something you should tell yourself every day because you should be and you should do, and you really will be. (via metamorphosisofmeg)

so i said this to myself the other day while making breakfast in the kitchen, and that i shouldn’t be disappointed in myself over the smallest of things and should be doing things i truly enjoy and feel like doing without compromise or excuses to myself. so like, go on, work in your sketchbook, don’t be afraid, because you love doing it, why waste your time aimlessly wandering the internet even after you’ve taken your time to relax out of it. smoke that cigarette, eat that chocolate bar, if you would /actually/ enjoy it right now, not for comfort, or an escape, but because you enjoy it.

and the thing was, that as soon as I’d said the first few words, tears started rolling down my face and i just stood there crying while giving myself a speech. it was quite the experience. it definitely made me feel better.

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